hey.

enjoy. empathize. quote.
let emotions well up and overflow.
live life. love life. love to live. live to love.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

look forward

they say that when looking for the "One", you gotta think of her as your wife.
they say that it would be pretty meaningless to go courting some girl you don't really SEE as wife material in the future.
they say that you have to be serious in your decision.
they say.

yet what I think is that, would a child eating chocolate know that the sugar would boost his energy levels for a time?
would a man, who just had an impulse not to go buy ice cream for that time know that he'd use that same amount for something important awhile later?
would you go making a friend in future hopes of getting a very specific benefit from him/her?

i doubt.

maybe it's a mix and match sorta thing.
maybe you go and have experiences with different girls, and in the end, you'll find the one.
maybe the future really ain't a thing that you're thinkin' of at the moment.

it's just someone to talk to. someone to reciprocate the emotions that are welling up inside you.

if you had a bucket full of water, wouldn't you want to empty the bucket someplace?
what if the water sprung from within the bucket? and you simply cannot afford to go spilling the water around the ground just so that it wouldn't overflow too much, where would you place the excess water? there has got to be a place where you can just let all the water flow.

there has got to be a person who feels the same. and accepts those emotions. and accepts you for who you are. and does things for you that you never deemed possible.

maybe RIGHT NOW, i just wanna feel loved. and if it develops into something that'll last long term, then I'd hit the jackpot.

maybe all i'm looking for is that place where my water won't be rejected.

future? maybe, yeah. but who knows what the future holds? you might not expect the changes it brings. you never know.
even if you SEE HER AS YOUR WIFE.
there are no 100% assurances.
there is just possibility.
and Almighty Fate.

look forward, sure.
but don't keep looking forward, that you forget what is now.

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